Getting
Well
If I dare to contradict Jesus, it seemed the
wrong question to ask.
Jesus encounters a man who, after 38 years of
locomotive and relational immobility, is in his spot – the place
where he has always been. Stuck. The scriptures don’t
speak of how this man’s paralysis has occurred, only that his life
had been invalidated by the surrounding culture. Most
distressing of all, this Sisyphusian tragedy could have been
remedied by a simple act of caring kindness: an extra set of hands
and legs to carry him down to the disturbed pool where he
presumably could find healing for his disability.
Enter the Gentle Healer. His question is
a head scratcher.
When Jesus saw him lying there and
learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he
asked him, ‘Do you want to get well?’
‘Sir,’ the invalid replied, ‘I
have no one to help me into the pool when the water is
stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down
ahead of me.’ (John 5:6, 7)
Isn’t it obvious what the man wants?
Jesus surely should have known that the man’s greatest need was to
be mobile, to perambulate with the rest of the ‘healthy’
culture! Jesus should have asked, ‘What do you want me to
do?’
But he doesn’t. He digs at the much
deeper question of a man who lived in a constant state of
paralysis. What is closest to the man’s heart? Is it
leaping and jumping, walking and running, or is it much closer to
the human soul? I think Jesus asks this specific question to
this specific unnamed man because at the heart of all human health
is a vibrant sense of being part of the community, whether
physically healthy or otherwise. This man’s greatest wish was
to be touched by others, to be carried down to the pool; his
physical health notwithstanding, this man desperately wanted others
to pay attention to him as a person …
Not as an invalid, and certainly not as an
invalidated member of a community.
When Jesus asks you that question, how do you
respond?
Are you finding the greatest desire of your
heart the next promotion, a new technological toy, a trip to a far
side of the planet? Or, is it something deeper, something
that will carry you through the darkest of times? Do you
desperately desire to be carried back into relationship with
estranged family or friends? Do you seek a miraculous
mobility in a previously paralyzed relationship?
The question that follows, then, is, “Where do
you find healing for broken hearts in broken relationships?”
The man who had been paralyzed was told that
healing could be found in an unreachable goal. Just out of
his grasp, just out of walking distance, he’d been told the lie
that if he could somehow drag himself down to the pool, everything
would be all right. How many times had he done this in 38
years? How much rejection had he encountered? How dark
was his soul when it was intimated it was up to him to heal
himself?
Then, unannounced, Jesus arrives on the scene
and it is no longer the law of
dragging-himself-to-the-pool-healing, but God who comes to him with
healing in his hands.
God continues to come to all of us reminding
us of his continual care for the deepest part of our relational
lives. In his words we find hope and healing. In his
questioning our motivation in life, we find a different
perspective.
Reid Matthias, BA, MDiv
Pastor, Faith Lutheran College,
Plainland, Queensland 4341 Australia
rmatthias@faithlc.qld.edu.au